Wow. It isnt often that i come across someone with a sadder love life than myself. I realized last night that i am the most clueless and oblivious person i know when it comes to girls. I mean, if you ask me to fix your computer, or help you buy a paintball gun, or give you spiritual advice of some sort, i can most likely give you an answer. And if you ask me something that i dont know about, i can prolly find the answer on google.
But the secrets to dealings w/ women arent on google.
I have asked older and wiser people about how i fit into the world of high school dating. They all said it isnt worth it. And as i look around at freinds of mine that are dating, and watch them get together, and break up, and get together again, I am inclined to agree.
But at the same time, what i really want is someone who loves me for who i am, despite all of my faults.
Maybe what im looking for isnt a girlfriend. Maybe i just want a real freind.
but if she was drop-dead gorgeous, so much the better.